should i have been a musician?

so, i dated a girl once. she corresponded with mr. svenonius via email for a while. most of me believes she ended up sleeping with him.

i'm not angry or anything. i remember... a few years after we split... she called and asked me about good record stores in chicago, cause ian was visiting.

recently i've had the desire to start a band. i make music. i make a lot of music. but have never been in a band. i'd like that.

tonight i just thought a lot about music. about it all. about indie rock from the 90's, d.c scene stuff, etc.

i'd like to make noise.